Not sure how things are going right now.
She seems to be avoiding fighting right now.
I took my son to see my mom (his grandmother) down in virginia (because my mom was vacationing there with my crazy annoying niece). Girlfriend was pissed at first because I didn't tell her about all the events over this weekend (bandpractice sat, driving to see my mom, gone sunday with my mom, back to work monday, band show on monday night). I told her. But not that they would all be on the same weekend and I didn't remind her the week of.
Anyway... Drove car in middle of the night. Slept until 11:00 the next day (AWESOME!) while my mom took niece and my son to ride horses. Then we went to the mall and bought crap, and noticed the large number of hispanics out in the middle of mall in bumfuck virginia - wierd.
Came back and went out to dinner. Dinner was a disaster - crying niece and whining son and cold food. I realized I was that guy in the restaurant that everyone looks at and says "man I am GLAD I am not THAT guy". Fuck.
Drove home and girlfriend was thankfully asleep. She didn't give me crap that I didn't call her saturday night to let her know that I was okay. She didn't give me too much crap that I took my son out to eat too late for him to want to eat.
Her not giving me crap is a good sign. We'll see how it goes as winter progresses. I really should buy her a sunlamp but part of me wants to see how bad things will get natrually because I don't think she will really use a lamp over the long run if at all - I don't think she think she has SAD.
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